wish i am back

in blogging .. i missed it but this means i need to sleep 4 hrs late than the usual, badluck its Maddy's time to wake up ...and i still have iroining, washing and dishes to do not to mention the cleaning , besides no one read my blog but myself hehehe ... so its maddy's 5th month tomorrow and she is such a big girl with so many mixed characteristics that we saw, which Rob says its him and sometimes mine. She is 8kgs at 4months so its weighing time again tomorrow i just weigh her in the chemist . About my big school girl , oh she is a darling she loves school and can read now and make me a card for mother's day with a note she write by herself ( dear mum, happy mother's day love, izzy) cant believe it in 2 weeks time she is really learning. Not to mention that she got a certificate on her 3rd day of school for being the most competitive student in the class. I just love the time with Maddy when she is in school and i can watch Oprah 5 days in a week yeheey!!!
I am in the cheapstakes group online and loving it, tomorrow i am going to buy the ingredients on how to make my own laundry soap ...how good is that , hope it will be successful but i will hide it to Rob as long as i can i bet he wouldnt like it if i got a bad result. We have so many inputs on saving tips and have target every month on how to save, so this month we have the cash basis only and no spending on things aside form food and other essentials, i was good for the last 9 days and give in to a magazine that cost me $6 which is not on my list, Rob says thats my gift to myself this mothers day...so tomorrow is my shopping day I already have my list for the next week of food and luchboxes and Rob is on holiday until the end of the month so i wish myself luck..

some more pictures

one morning when she wants to sleep in her bouncer ... my lil angel ...

The following morning after my delivery....izzy was so happy to see her lil sissy.

Few hrs after the delivery...parang buntis pa din...tired but happy and so relieved

Rob was tired as much as i am .... and Madison too... we all need a handful of rest .. i was just touch with this picture.

Madison was 3hrs old..Rob was so amazed ..she really looks like him...aside from the nose

this was the room where i push all the effort for a 8.1lbs and 50 cm baby... i was culture shocked because i didn't expect such treatment and facilities around me costing nothing...( ah i remember how much i spent on my CS in PI) big spa bath if i want a water birth , a small dining area, double size bed, the balcony, internet connection, laptop, tv, ref, everything.... but havent use all the facilities ...siyeet sakit pala manganak ng normal..waaaaa...anyways all the pix here were taken before and when madison was a day old.

finally!!!

yeah..almost 2 months i neglected one of the things i love to do... blogging ... and no assurance that i can update again with my busy life now,that my lil madie is here already...ah..life is really great Madison Louisa is healthy and such a lovely baby...lovely indeed that she can cry for an hr or more non- stop ha! well she got all the reason to do so because of our breastfeeding issue, after we have been through all breatfeeding dramas ( we are still into it actually) there is only one question to win the dramas ...are u willing to continue??? seeing ur bub crying all the time while re-educating her to get rid of teats and concentrate on mum's nipple alone ... despite of my husband 's plea to stop pursuing it i am giving myself 2 more weeks ...if it didnt work okay ill give up breastfeeding and have a formula feed baby instead...